Shd i or should i not???

i have this friend of mine,she means a lot to me.we had a horrible fight 2 months back.now 2day i told her that i want a break up n she doesnt even bother to listen what i m telling her coz we both are sick of our fights.now that i told her i dont know whether to be with my words or not...i m guilty tht i told her ths at the same time m angry coz shez actin in a differnt way with me n ths provoked me to say this but itz only me whoz hurt not her.the whole world laughs at me tht i run aftr her n knwn shez not the same person i use to know.now plz suggest me smthg n pray for our friendship.